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beyondthespray.blogspot.com
a online shop for custom made shoes and t-shirts.
opening officially by the end of Sept.
nas
these were the culprits!
wanted#2: FarLOL
wanted#3: fikri
wanted#4:andric
wanted#5:afiqah and gaga
wanted#6:jenny
and lastly me and eileen whom i dunt have any photos of. so i know u know me, so dont need pics.
getting on to business here.
here she is the cassie
the whole group of witnesses!
again smiles from the legal-ness! anticipating the wait is unbearable for her!
that's right show us some love before the actual ceremony!
checking the IC!!! hmm...all smiles at the counter as they read and inspect her IC. well obviously she is a singapore citizen...and she's really pretty.
success! yessah!!!
WELL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSIE! U ARE OFFICIALLY 18 AND LEGAL!
Iknow your're gonna miss that old underaged stuff, where there is all the hide and seek.
and not only did she get her first pack of sticks, but she also got her first pair of Guess heels.
splendid indeed!
1 pair of guess! and it wasn't boots,Farhana. she aspires to be Singapore's Next Top Model.
kidding....she want's to be seoul garden's top fryer!!!
happiness in mawai. an expirience i will never forget nor will i try to. creepy, exciting, tiring, tasteful, sad, icky. i've finally told my piece, so it's time to forget. i love that i have friends who are there for me, who told me i was good enough on my own, when i always feel the worst for myself.
now they know. and how much i really miss them, (i've broken the walls on my own, climbed it even, and i'm whole now. thank you)
mawai really helped me bond better with some, reconcile with some, and figure out about our own self esteem. apparently, i lack in that criteria, but it's enough for me to pass by each day, filled with ease. i've got to see some peoples true colours over there. maybe it's not so bad. i just hope i can succeed without that obstacle again. erin is one talented girl, so is cassie, so is khalis, so is ronn, jenny, akif, iffa, nad, fikri...
this will leave me with a bitter sweet memory of my friends. goodbye mawai. God has helped me rough it out again. ILOVEMY friends. each one my treasure.
i'm all better now, and all i'm missing is everything that i've let go during tht stage i've been through. i've alot to explain, but i'm halfway there. let this be my last please. i don't wan to feel that again. ever. it sucks to have to lose so much for that one thing you feel the most. i've lost too much to say a thing. i see it in your eyes that i've changed. i've changed and that really sucked. i'm trying to accept the fact that it's me who did this first. "why is it that all you love do this to you. leave you stranded in the midst of oblivion when all you needed was for them to be there". hopefully mawai will tell the true tale and i'll be better again.
for now i'll cope. but just know, it's just the beginning.
SCREAM IT OUT LOUD.
is here because i've earned it.
anything that has been lost,
was never regretted.
because it's a fact that it will always be stored in my memory.
especially YOU.
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nasuha
why why why.
when?
okay later i'm going to SAKURA to celebrate national day eve.
so fun so fun. forgetting forgetting.
i'm like super high now because of
DAH ABIS PRIMER!!!!!!!! woots....
like fun like fun....
woots!!!!!!!
wait wait iffa want to kaypo kaypo awhile
PRIMER ABIS!!! YAY YAY!!! JOM KLUAR!!! JOM WINDOW SHOP!!!
AKU NAK GOK BAG TUUU!!!!!
ACAM??
NAK? heh!!!
back to me now...
WOOTS!!!
the end
i really think god sent us to meet because He has a purpose i don't really know yet.
i miss my smile. i miss my own laugh.
sometimes i just miss my old self, the one that was still sane.
i guess right now, i'm just all over the place.
my darling dauns, you guys are the best. letting it out sure had set me going. i know i just let it out by crying. and that was the first time you saw me ever cry so much. i just missed everything.
i'm missing part of my life which i've never been able to control.
my feelings. but right now, my best guess is that i'm just hiding, being a coward.
daun k-wad, said i was too kind.
what if i am? what if i put other's in front leaving myself in their dust?
daun putih said she has been observing, lately, i'm not me, my smile fake, forced. i'm sad that i have to hear these. but it's better from your mouth than from theirs.
i am.
i am all that right now.
as dauns know, we all have dauns. i don't think i want to live my sad story anymore than i have to. i'll try to stop. this i what is making me dedicated to my work. i have to, to concentrate.
yes, that is what i'll do...
concentrate.
you know what? i kinda rigged the date-o-meter to see if this works....
well i didn't post a b'dae post to them but i know they loved it all the same.
i'm changing. i hope. i love my titbits!( i don't even know if my spelling is right anymore) (:
i mean titbits shopping.
if on my b'dae, i just wish you would give me a bunch of stuffs, like sweets and teddy bears!!!! or maybe just sweets!!!!....
we had a treasure hunt where they get stuff. but ayu's necklace apparently got stolen by some cleaner from the cls block...
ok. now to test try... actually today's date is 3rd august