happiness in mawai. an expirience i will never forget nor will i try to. creepy, exciting, tiring, tasteful, sad, icky. i've finally told my piece, so it's time to forget. i love that i have friends who are there for me, who told me i was good enough on my own, when i always feel the worst for myself.

now they know. and how much i really miss them, (i've broken the walls on my own, climbed it even, and i'm whole now. thank you)

mawai really helped me bond better with some, reconcile with some, and figure out about our own self esteem. apparently, i lack in that criteria, but it's enough for me to pass by each day, filled with ease. i've got to see some peoples true colours over there. maybe it's not so bad. i just hope i can succeed without that obstacle again. erin is one talented girl, so is cassie, so is khalis, so is ronn, jenny, akif, iffa, nad, fikri...

this will leave me with a bitter sweet memory of my friends. goodbye mawai. God has helped me rough it out again. ILOVEMY friends. each one my treasure.