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Monday, July 20, 2009
Sleepless Nights

As you lay across the grass beside me, Held my hand as we gazed at the stars.You told me everything that you felt.Your anger,Your passion, To your undeserving friends.

I felt so sure that even though i didnt feel that way, you'd always be there, right there beside me. It is not the end, you whispered those words to me. Hopeful. Deep down i was hopeful.

You were the first to change me. Of my ways that i were once afraid off. I took a step forward, and you were always one step ahead. I said that i feared it. You said i didnt have to.

Open up to something new and you'd see everything else in a new light. And with that i took a leap to the unknown.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore. i should not spend anymore.

i guess its about time to start saving up....

Tuesday, July 14, 2009
RING RING

your a sneaky bastard. :)
gosh, what'd I'd do just to hear you again w/o seeing you.
like i said, your voice is like a drug
so can i marry your voice in 10 years time?

nah, most probably not :)

Friday, July 10, 2009

i realise that this is my 345th post. and that is quite a feat for me, considering that i hate blogging.
too much filterage

i dont want the world to see my cry, for as long as i lived i had died.
to much hate,stress,love that dont exist anymore.
for man enveloped in his own coat of selfishness
what'd you say?
heal the pain?
wht'd you say?
it's not important?

i long to see what the world really means to me
i long to hear the voices in my head i wanna hear
i hope and pray, that all those things i got to say
would be said, if not now
then it would be too late.

Monday, July 06, 2009

fuck you

Sunday, July 05, 2009
nothing i cant handle, yeah right

i have a fear.
and it is
Philophobia.


If i told you something, you would not believe me for sure. If i were to speak of nothing, you would ask me for sure. I get confused, i get thinking, of everything that i can get my mind to wrap on. for saying those words made me realise how much shit i am in.

Saturday, July 04, 2009
not just smack talk

i want to heal the world.
or try to in fact.

but saying this means empty words without meaning.
its just big talking.

People,to be happy is in fact trying to get to love yourselves. it is not easy, yes i know that because we all seem to have weaknesses that we know or may not know about. this affects our self esteem. it is certain that when people do not love themsleves they are always trying to find other means and ways to fit. but others do it to cover their problems.

i dont know my weakness yet. but i know who knows.and i hope that i will never grow a black heart.

WHAT I KNOW....

what i know about the opposite sex so far:

  • they are males who have real balls but dont have balls to prove it.
  • they want the girl to make the first move because they dont have balls
  • they talk in tongue twister, hoping that the girl would understand what they want
  • they like to be flattered very much
  • they have different types of people,( the ones who chase after chiobu-meirenyu-hotchicks, the one who doesnt care about all those, and the vain types chauvinistic)
  • MOST IMPT, guys find girls complicated

what i know about the same sex so far:

  • they like to have real balls but dont have the real balls to show.
  • they would like the guy to make the first move, but in this world, they make it.
  • they understand their tongue twisters and read between the lines, but just to make sure they ask again what their intentions were
  • they like to be flattered, however deny anything said about them is true
  • they also have different types of people,( look out for hotties, and those who doesnt care because they think they not pretty enough to get guys anyway)
  • MOST IMPT, girls find guys complicated

want to know more about my thoughts to things, do drop me a tag or comment, i'd be glad to ans. ;)

hahaha!


Thursday, July 02, 2009

i have nothing to blog about.