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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
SCOOT OVER THE SEAT COVER

leaving me high and dry, thats is all they do. that is why i fear going down that particular road. i dont like it. it makes me unhappy and depressed. maybe all this while, that feeling has been fuel to my existence. my motivation to move out of the phase and carry on living a life i want. a life that is not affected by all these bullshit. but sadly i realise that i cannot run away from it anymore. it will haunt me when i'm 50 years old, saggy and still unmarried. who knows. sometimes, i take what life throws at me, but sometimes breathing it in is just too hard to go through the system.