if i ever get desperate, slap me out of my wits ends.
if i ever tell you that you are a fucker, i mean it.
for every time i call you that, it breaks my heart that you have betrayed my thought.
for i had trusted you so with all i had.
and then you came crashing back on me.
invading all personal spaces and breaking all promises.
(ps: i suddenly decided to write this, in case i forget the words)