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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
JUST LIKE APPLE CRUMBLE

"looking? i'm not looking because they don't look"
"but i am looking. looking for you"




Oh fuck, can it get any worser? i'm at my wits end, trying to forget whatever i felt for you. and now you come back into my life saying that you like me. i'm trying not to be gullible here, but i'm glad you said that. that part of me wanted to just tell you that i feel the same. but im not glad, because i don't want to be a rebound girl. i know you probably think that your not the best for me, but to me, that feeling would suffice. when you asked if i was going there, i said i didnt have time. it was all to avoid you. i'm just sorry.

& i kept asking if it was an april fools joke, even though i know april fools is only on the 1st of april. but its still april. and jokes and pranks go on year round. and i kept asking it it was really you im talking to. and you said " i swear, why won't you believe me".
you sounded so sad.
fuck.
i broke down.
please just dont.