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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
LOVES & MISSES

it's nice being back in my hometown Singapore,
i really missed the safe and secured feeling when in here. it just is too different elsewhere. maybe that is what you call being a singaporean. it's not the wearing red on national day that makes us patriotic, it what you feel for it.

man,i'm getting way deep into it arn't i.
but getting a great night view of KL twin towers and the Menara KL is beautiful.
but it leaves me with a knot in my stomach. a pang of nostalgia hitting me all at once.
i missed spending time with the beloved family, and when we do, it gets so hard on, sometimes we live separated lifes.

static frenzied tv programmes
complementary bath soaps, breakfast buffets, multiple train services and cheap bargains, are a dime in a dozen in my dictionary, well, in my current dictionary of Travel Holidays.

i'm beat from the walking. but i must say, it feels like singapore, but 10 years back.

but missing someone was the worst feeling i ever got. and missing that someone just isn't worth it. even more so i don't know you, makes you an even more bigger exclamation mark to the word infactuation. even though there was no you and i in the first place, i swear this feeling is just a punishment, even this moment in time, i feel so stupid and naive to have fallen for someone like you, because the worst feeling was for me to have actually missed you in the end. -nas