Nas goes off to lalaland

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

lao sai

truck loads of bullshit. i'm having a ball of a time. damn it.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

CAMP FEVER

well, it's been almost a week since i was gone. and it's going to be another harder week for things to come.

i might have PMS or something, but something just not right. i know i can get irritated easily, but what i feel like the worst has yet to come. i left the camp a few hours earlier as i had urgent matters to attend to and i was a day late. but on the journey home, i was accompanied by Mel, Nura, Is, Ah long, and a pack of poker cards. haha, went to kusu island then back to Singapore. talking about people during camp. and also the best part was that we got to know ourselves much better. haha hints hints. (not that kind! you dirty minded people! wash ur brains please) and Mel is waiting for her admin to RP which is sad because we wont see her often anymore.

and i'm having the case of camp withdrawal syndrome.

guess who i was partnered with?
haha I LOVE JOKER! haha, i hope you guys have bonded better together and will always remember khalis and me. awsome performance during campfire you guys! rest well.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

CLOSER

BELLA. new friend. skate buddy. :)

good luck with ur mum, win her over!

like im doing with mine. :)

it's not easy to leave behind something. especially when it is something close to me.

when i feel like i'm losing, i close my eyes and breathe slow. i count to ten. i recollect.

but when i close my eyes, in that ten seconds, i wished i had the courage to face you.

and tell you what i really feel. sometimes it just sucks to be a coward.

but you have someone already in your heart. who you can't let go.

that leaves me with a choice. if i want to be the rebound girl.

and i dont want to.

Friday, March 20, 2009

right this second

MIXED FEELINGS SUCK!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

spacey.
that is what im doing.
cleaning my room, and feeling spacey.

im like on collagen mask right now, thinking what i should do next.....

but did i tell you i got new shoes?
they are AWESOME!!!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

GPA: 3.96
happy as hell.
i love it.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

LOVES & MISSES

it's nice being back in my hometown Singapore,
i really missed the safe and secured feeling when in here. it just is too different elsewhere. maybe that is what you call being a singaporean. it's not the wearing red on national day that makes us patriotic, it what you feel for it.

man,i'm getting way deep into it arn't i.
but getting a great night view of KL twin towers and the Menara KL is beautiful.
but it leaves me with a knot in my stomach. a pang of nostalgia hitting me all at once.
i missed spending time with the beloved family, and when we do, it gets so hard on, sometimes we live separated lifes.

static frenzied tv programmes
complementary bath soaps, breakfast buffets, multiple train services and cheap bargains, are a dime in a dozen in my dictionary, well, in my current dictionary of Travel Holidays.

i'm beat from the walking. but i must say, it feels like singapore, but 10 years back.

but missing someone was the worst feeling i ever got. and missing that someone just isn't worth it. even more so i don't know you, makes you an even more bigger exclamation mark to the word infactuation. even though there was no you and i in the first place, i swear this feeling is just a punishment, even this moment in time, i feel so stupid and naive to have fallen for someone like you, because the worst feeling was for me to have actually missed you in the end. -nas

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Even if i was a girl, you'd still think of me as a boy.

so might as well be like one.

JUST SCRAP THIS FAKE-SHIT MAKEUP, IT's UGLY.

mad city vibes

11th APRIL.

12 noon,

hort park/esplanade/memorial.

THEME: MAD city vibes,

bold makeup, outrageous personalities.

it is a photoshoot for all willing parties to let loose.

a ticket stub for memories sake will be given.

photo's will be taken

SO DRESS YOUR BEST.

Monday, March 09, 2009

JUST ONCE PLEASE

ghost for a day.

my mum looked at me like i was crazy.

didnt get to skate today, got messed up by the rain, but well, at least it is still worthwhile at home. i know rain is a blessing but why does it dampen the mood so? it's crazy. but still, walking in the rain, with the raindrops on my face made me realise that, i need to craze my life out, life is harsh, but so is reality.

ps; you just confirmed that i was one of you. and that sucked.

Sunday, March 08, 2009

ok, i'm back from BE camp.

GOD, honestly, it was fun. to have met so many people i dont know.
my thighs is sore from the duck walk and malay dance the previous days, but overall, woo. dont want to say anymore, too...

and thanks Dee for the AWESOME makeup!
and thanks Zara for being the husband....
and thanks Haziqah, for being in BE camp.

THANKS ALL, i really loved the camp, even though howevere slack it was, it was because we were all lazy-bums, haha. we'll kick it up a notch! DURING FOC!!

Monday, March 02, 2009

not giving it.

it's like getting a new life and living a double at the same time.

yes being me, it seems like i live a double life.
the one at home, and the one outside.
oooo...i could be the next james bond. i could be a girl bond, and i could have all the hot men in the world, hahaha, well, if daniel craig can be a blonde bond, why cant a girl. well it is a dream isnt it.
but i'm gonna start relearning skate, cos i feel at least it can give me somthing dangerous to live about.....


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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 · Sunday, March 29, 2009 CAMP FEVER well, it's been almost a week since i was gone. and it's going to be another harder week for things to come. i might have PMS or something, but something just not right. i know i can get irritated easily, but what i feel like the worst has yet to come. i left the camp a few hours earlier as i had urgent matters to attend to and i was a day late. but on the journey home, i was accompanied by Mel, Nura, Is, Ah long, and a pack of poker cards. haha, went to kusu island then back to Singapore. talking about people during camp. and also the best part was that we got to know ourselves much better. haha hints hints. (not that kind! you dirty minded people! wash ur brains please) and Mel is waiting for her admin to RP which is sad because we wont see her often anymore. and i'm having the case of camp withdrawal syndrome. guess who i was partnered with? haha I LOVE JOKER! haha, i hope you guys have bonded better together and will always remember khalis and me. awsome performance during campfire you guys! rest well. Sunday, March 29, 2009 · Saturday, March 21, 2009 CLOSER BELLA. new friend. skate buddy. :) good luck with ur mum, win her over! like im doing with mine. :) it's not easy to leave behind something. especially when it is something close to me. when i feel like i'm losing, i close my eyes and breathe slow. i count to ten. i recollect. but when i close my eyes, in that ten seconds, i wished i had the courage to face you. and tell you what i really feel. sometimes it just sucks to be a coward. but you have someone already in your heart. who you can't let go. that leaves me with a choice. if i want to be the rebound girl. and i dont want to. Saturday, March 21, 2009 · Friday, March 20, 2009 right this second MIXED FEELINGS SUCK! Friday, March 20, 2009 · Thursday, March 19, 2009 spacey. that is what im doing. cleaning my room, and feeling spacey. im like on collagen mask right now, thinking what i should do next..... but did i tell you i got new shoes? they are AWESOME!!! Thursday, March 19, 2009 · Wednesday, March 18, 2009 GPA: 3.96 happy as hell. i love it. Wednesday, March 18, 2009 · Tuesday, March 17, 2009 LOVES & MISSES it's nice being back in my hometown Singapore, i really missed the safe and secured feeling when in here. it just is too different elsewhere. maybe that is what you call being a singaporean. it's not the wearing red on national day that makes us patriotic, it what you feel for it. man,i'm getting way deep into it arn't i. but getting a great night view of KL twin towers and the Menara KL is beautiful. but it leaves me with a knot in my stomach. a pang of nostalgia hitting me all at once. i missed spending time with the beloved family, and when we do, it gets so hard on, sometimes we live separated lifes. static frenzied tv programmes complementary bath soaps, breakfast buffets, multiple train services and cheap bargains, are a dime in a dozen in my dictionary, well, in my current dictionary of Travel Holidays. i'm beat from the walking. but i must say, it feels like singapore, but 10 years back. but missing someone was the worst feeling i ever got. and missing that someone just isn't worth it. even more so i don't know you, makes you an even more bigger exclamation mark to the word infactuation. even though there was no you and i in the first place, i swear this feeling is just a punishment, even this moment in time, i feel so stupid and naive to have fallen for someone like you, because the worst feeling was for me to have actually missed you in the end. -nas Tuesday, March 17, 2009 · Thursday, March 12, 2009 Even if i was a girl, you'd still think of me as a boy. so might as well be like one. JUST SCRAP THIS FAKE-SHIT MAKEUP, IT's UGLY. Thursday, March 12, 2009 · mad city vibes 11th APRIL. 12 noon, hort park/esplanade/memorial. THEME: MAD city vibes, bold makeup, outrageous personalities. it is a photoshoot for all willing parties to let loose. a ticket stub for memories sake will be given. photo's will be taken SO DRESS YOUR BEST. Thursday, March 12, 2009 · Monday, March 09, 2009 JUST ONCE PLEASE ghost for a day. my mum looked at me like i was crazy. didnt get to skate today, got messed up by the rain, but well, at least it is still worthwhile at home. i know rain is a blessing but why does it dampen the mood so? it's crazy. but still, walking in the rain, with the raindrops on my face made me realise that, i need to craze my life out, life is harsh, but so is reality. ps; you just confirmed that i was one of you. and that sucked. Monday, March 09, 2009 · Sunday, March 08, 2009 ok, i'm back from BE camp. GOD, honestly, it was fun. to have met so many people i dont know. my thighs is sore from the duck walk and malay dance the previous days, but overall, woo. dont want to say anymore, too... and thanks Dee for the AWESOME makeup! and thanks Zara for being the husband.... and thanks Haziqah, for being in BE camp. THANKS ALL, i really loved the camp, even though howevere slack it was, it was because we were all lazy-bums, haha. we'll kick it up a notch! DURING FOC!! Sunday, March 08, 2009 · Monday, March 02, 2009 not giving it. it's like getting a new life and living a double at the same time. yes being me, it seems like i live a double life. the one at home, and the one outside. oooo...i could be the next james bond. i could be a girl bond, and i could have all the hot men in the world, hahaha, well, if daniel craig can be a blonde bond, why cant a girl. well it is a dream isnt it. but i'm gonna start relearning skate, cos i feel at least it can give me somthing dangerous to live about..... Monday, March 02, 2009 ·