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Thursday, January 08, 2009
GLOOMY not emo

it is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all.

SEPHIA

its not the nicest of colours in the spectrum
but it's the only colour i can see
a tint of yellow, brown, and a little bit of black
just like the stages of my coffee
i sip and slurped my cup of java brew
but bitter and old, so sour it seems
like memories planted at as a seed of hope,
blooming into a beautiful tree,
like the swing attached,
it sways with the wind
longing to be freed
but...
it remains as a seed, just a yellow dot
i can see!
but that's the only colour i see
its like flipping through a photo album you see
if you were just me.

______________________

its a shitty day today, and im not loving it.
i dont wanna talk too much to anyone in the next few days
because i dont feel like it.
get on with my work...
the dance...
the models...
and the days...