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Monday, November 03, 2008
meteor shower

someone once told me,' if i could change one thing in the world what would you do?'

my answer was: 'i wished i was never born'

she looked at me with sad eyes,

i knew what she was going to say,

but i said it jokingly.

i didn't mean to hurt her,

because what she said made me cry

' i knew that was the answer you would have given me, even though jokingly, i sense some truth in it. i may not be the best person to tell you this, but i am Your friend, i have never wished you were not born, i bless myself for you being born. i'm sad that you think that way, everything is not alright right now, but it will be, just know that everyday, your smile, makes me wonder what it is like to live without you. and i smile just at the thought of you smiling back at me'

i told her that once, and she said it back to me,

she hit me like a meteor falling down from earth, unable to stop falling.

i was thinking,

she was right,

i'd smile everyday, like everythings alright, knowing that i will be one day.

(: