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Friday, October 10, 2008
I'M TRYING

i've cried too many times this year.
i've had too many good things happening,
as well as things that happen unexpectedly,
this is all fate.

i know some of you are counting.
but does it matter?
i'm thankfull that these tears came out this year.
it gave me a reality check.
so if your counting, go on,
dont stop
it will tell me how much i have loved you guys,
for giving me so much this year.

and it has told me that through this first semester,
i've learnt and experienceD a lot.
and that i've grown.
matured.
and be truthful to myself.

i've lost too many already.
it is time to patch things up back again.
i'm glad that i could have helped some,
and somehow just being there for you,
just supporting you and giving advice
tells me that i can be part of your lives,
be a good friend.


[to my dear friends: just know that whatever happens, i will support every decision you make, i wont be hurt. i will be the listening ear to you. i will do sacrifices that may potentially harm myself inside. i will tell you one day, that i know you lied to me, because you didnt want me hurt. i will tell you that i've liked you and hated you the whole time, but i will always love you. and the big net i have weaved i fill with hugs and kisses from you, knowing that i can take them one by one and know how much i have meant to you, and vice versa.]

i'm not good at telling people i love them, but i'm trying. i'm trying to be this.



You Are a Dog



You are ready to protect and defend anyone you love. You are incredibly loyal.

While you are protective and territorial at times, you are also quite playful and carefree.



You are compassionate, and you understand people well. You pick up on emotions.

You are eager to help people, and you are a natural best friend. You enjoy being around others.