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Monday, September 01, 2008
PRAISE

it's the month of Ramadhan. the month of repent and remorse.

hopefully, i am strong enough to get through this and not repeat my past. you know, i'm starting to realise that poly life and meeting my circle of friends now has given me a better insight and influence on me. one thing, i now know, that wherever u are God is with u all the way. when u walk towards the wrong path, God will lead you back to the right one. Being in this course has given me a new perspective about a lot of things. God creates beautiful things. He only dishes what he knows you can overcome. You might have hated God along the way, but He loves you just the way you are and forgives you, and then deep down inside, you know you love Him too.

I'm thankful he gave me such good pals. Syarf, Iffa, Nad, Athira, Izzah, Andric, Jenny, Gaga, Cassie. Thanks Athira, because of you i pray to God frequently now. I've seen what he can do if i just believe in everything.

I realised that i have never begged for forgiveness to my parents during the morning of Syawal, even though the thought has crossed my mind many times. I wish to change that. And this year i will ask for their forgiveness, because i want to become a better daughter and a better me. I've changed a lot of my bad habits, distance myself from all those sinful things, and i hope many other will realise it too, before it is too late.

I am a muslim, and here i praise God, Allah. But i also am talking about general. If you believe in God, i'm sure you have felt the same way towards him. I am not posting a propaganda, but i just wanted to share with you, what i feel today. On the first day of the fasting month.

nas