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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
365 days

actually, i don't really like the word "emo", because...

1. it is not a proper word.
2. there is no such thing
3. i think it is very vague when you say your feeling "emo"

i 'm wondering why i am writing this post myself. i feel so down, and sensitive.
i don't know. but girls can always blame things on PMS. there's 3 of them so why cnt we have PMS all year round?

i did try to make myself happy, but i don't feel it.
i almost cried 4 times just now and i hated the feeling.
i felt so vulnerable.

it might be because of my purple hair.
or it might be because of Saiful giving iffa the sweet poem.
or it might be the couplings in the class(so sweet)

cassie is still stressed, so am i. i'm sorry girl that i cnt be there for you always.
lose yourself in what you like to do most and you'll be rewarded with happiness.
i'm thinking, hard.
what makes me a happy person?

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