Nas goes off to lalaland

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Saturday, June 28, 2008

worried friend.

worrying is bad for my health.

well, what was i worried about?

technically i was superly worried about cassie. as due to some problems, i was worried. who wouldn't be when the sms i recieved is at 4am? i was afraid cassie.

i know you have read the poem. well it's about you, iffa and me. in our current situation. well, my dillema isn't that exactly but it WAS that.

well cass, i will mit up wit ya okay? luv ya sweets.

well, what happened today was hot sweltering and bloody short.

okay we went to hort park. hehe!

took some pictures. it was good, all the way cept for the global warming acting up on us. it was SUPER WARM.

okay but still, the pictures are not enough. so i'm going back to a few places which have good water features.

okay so here's some pictures of us there.

______

so fitting, LA for landscape architecture...hehe

oh shit, i grew a dick or just i learnt to pee that high.

iffa's turn to pee and she's so calm. i had to distract farhana away from looking...hehe

the taunted guy in the group, ONLY guy in the group. hehe. dress like mat. it's true! sorry...

okay that's about it for today. update you later if have any events.

LUV U ALL.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

love oppositions?!

iffa,nas,shalini,syarf

coincidence of a part.

well guess what? i was bored when i drew these. so cute!!i miss drawing people and cartoons, as my course does not permit the usage of cartoon characters init.

well what do you expect from a landscape student? plants of course.

well 2mr is touch training and i'm not aiming for anything just tht all the best for all my friends, make em proud!!!

i have projects to do but i'm well off as my teammates are a bunch of goodies!!!like cookies in cream. hmm my favourite!

i love it to the max. now i feel like eating cookies and cream ice cream! but not now, its night time.

went to hort park just now, loved it. its so parky. but the weather was hot tots. and cassie was gloomy. i think i miss her laughter. its matters of the heart she is dealing with. i love her to the max. i'll always be there to lend what i know. not much to me but its enough to know what is right.

____

i'll lend my shoulder once enough

i do not know this feeling what seems evolved,

the once i knew, now gone for good

replaced by what seems misunderstood

the places i live seems all so gloomy,

i seek my soul in songs all loopy,

the constant dragging of love and hate

to know my life is god's fate

the reasons i fall is hard to take

i fell hard

that was my mistake

i listened hard i listened well,

my heart beats faster and so i dwelled

i've only myself to blame as i used my head instead"why did you appear, you are not supposed to, because i told myself i'd never fall for you"

this heart of solid gold broke into two

many times by you

to not know kills me now, as i've been down this road a thousand times

tell me now and break my heart

but tell me later, it may be too late to start...

Saturday, June 21, 2008

she needs more than a love song.

i just cut my bangs and gave myself a whopping new hairstyle. hah, i tink i'm buying coloured contacts soon....nak try testing.

well, here i am back from SSP camp and well rested. well, firstly, SSP camp was great cept for whatever happened to iffa wasn't. and i would not take her shoes and try to fit myself init....

well one, is that i got addicted to the warm up routines and is using the things i've learnt from drama to good use.

i just got to know that cassie withdrew from touch rugby and i don't want to be in competition team. i just want to keep myself fit enough. thinking about joining malay drama. well in addition to touch rugby anyway.

i've not been going for trainings. well one because, i got camps. next, i sprained my ankle. and i cldnt go to t.rugby camp because of it.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Look into her eyes
You can see she’s crying out
She hides behind her smile
You can see the pain of doubt
And if you would hold her close
You could feel the brokenness inside
You would know she feels alone
She feels empty

She needs more then a hug on a holiday
She needs more then a smile on a Sunday
She’s not looking for you to fix what’s wrong
She really wants to know, really wants to know she belongs
She needs more then a love song

Listen to her now
Broken is a beautiful sound
She’s a little scared
She’s afraid of falling further down
But maybe if you let her know
And gave her just a little hope
Somehow if she knew the truth she’d
come alive

In the end
We will learn
Actions speak louder then our words

Monday, June 09, 2008

I'M GONNA BE A TOUR GUIDE!

SORT OF ANYWAY. THE OUTSIDE OF THE GUIDE BOOK TOUR!!!

JOIN ME IN DOING THE PARA-PARA, DANCE FLOOR THINGY,
GOING TO THE SECRET PLACES THEY DON'T SAY IN THE GUIDEBOOKS!!!

THIS IS FUN, IT'S LIKE ADVERTISING BUT BETTER!

Friday, June 06, 2008

i'm sorry. for i've been a jerk.
i can't help thinking about it this past few weeks.

i've been a total jerk.
i'll not blame others because i know it's my fault i made this mess.

and i'll try to clean it up.
to the best of my abilities.

i know i cant be good friends with you guys and i'm trly sorry.

i know you wld want an explanation and tell me that...
if you really want to hear it.

but i've just come out to say i'm sorry guys.
i'll post a vid i made anyway. this i my coward way to say this anyway.

i ring you guys up one by one, and apoligise for being a jerk.

you guys deserve a person better than me.

i'm not important anyway...

so just leave me to die,
cos i know that you're already killing me.

it's true.

i'm sorry.

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

I'M NOT A COWARD. DON'T TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY, BECAUSE I NOW HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE...

FOR I HAVE LOST EVERYTHING ALREADY.


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LUV U ALL. Saturday, June 28, 2008 · Thursday, June 26, 2008 love oppositions?! iffa,nas,shalini,syarf coincidence of a part. well guess what? i was bored when i drew these. so cute!!i miss drawing people and cartoons, as my course does not permit the usage of cartoon characters init. well what do you expect from a landscape student? plants of course. well 2mr is touch training and i'm not aiming for anything just tht all the best for all my friends, make em proud!!! i have projects to do but i'm well off as my teammates are a bunch of goodies!!!like cookies in cream. hmm my favourite! i love it to the max. now i feel like eating cookies and cream ice cream! but not now, its night time. went to hort park just now, loved it. its so parky. but the weather was hot tots. and cassie was gloomy. i think i miss her laughter. its matters of the heart she is dealing with. i love her to the max. i'll always be there to lend what i know. not much to me but its enough to know what is right. ____ i'll lend my shoulder once enough i do not know this feeling what seems evolved, the once i knew, now gone for good replaced by what seems misunderstood the places i live seems all so gloomy, i seek my soul in songs all loopy, the constant dragging of love and hate to know my life is god's fate the reasons i fall is hard to take i fell hard that was my mistake i listened hard i listened well, my heart beats faster and so i dwelled i've only myself to blame as i used my head instead"why did you appear, you are not supposed to, because i told myself i'd never fall for you" this heart of solid gold broke into two many times by you to not know kills me now, as i've been down this road a thousand times tell me now and break my heart but tell me later, it may be too late to start... Thursday, June 26, 2008 · Saturday, June 21, 2008 she needs more than a love song. i just cut my bangs and gave myself a whopping new hairstyle. hah, i tink i'm buying coloured contacts soon....nak try testing. Saturday, June 21, 2008 · well, here i am back from SSP camp and well rested. well, firstly, SSP camp was great cept for whatever happened to iffa wasn't. and i would not take her shoes and try to fit myself init.... well one, is that i got addicted to the warm up routines and is using the things i've learnt from drama to good use. i just got to know that cassie withdrew from touch rugby and i don't want to be in competition team. i just want to keep myself fit enough. thinking about joining malay drama. well in addition to touch rugby anyway. i've not been going for trainings. well one because, i got camps. next, i sprained my ankle. and i cldnt go to t.rugby camp because of it. Saturday, June 21, 2008 · Friday, June 20, 2008 Look into her eyes You can see she’s crying out She hides behind her smile You can see the pain of doubt And if you would hold her close You could feel the brokenness inside You would know she feels alone She feels empty She needs more then a hug on a holiday She needs more then a smile on a Sunday She’s not looking for you to fix what’s wrong She really wants to know, really wants to know she belongs She needs more then a love song Listen to her now Broken is a beautiful sound She’s a little scared She’s afraid of falling further down But maybe if you let her know And gave her just a little hope Somehow if she knew the truth she’d come alive In the end We will learn Actions speak louder then our words Friday, June 20, 2008 · Monday, June 09, 2008 I'M GONNA BE A TOUR GUIDE! SORT OF ANYWAY. THE OUTSIDE OF THE GUIDE BOOK TOUR!!! JOIN ME IN DOING THE PARA-PARA, DANCE FLOOR THINGY, GOING TO THE SECRET PLACES THEY DON'T SAY IN THE GUIDEBOOKS!!! THIS IS FUN, IT'S LIKE ADVERTISING BUT BETTER! Monday, June 09, 2008 · Friday, June 06, 2008 Friday, June 06, 2008 · i'm sorry. for i've been a jerk. i can't help thinking about it this past few weeks. i've been a total jerk. i'll not blame others because i know it's my fault i made this mess. and i'll try to clean it up. to the best of my abilities. i know i cant be good friends with you guys and i'm trly sorry. i know you wld want an explanation and tell me that... if you really want to hear it. but i've just come out to say i'm sorry guys. i'll post a vid i made anyway. this i my coward way to say this anyway. i ring you guys up one by one, and apoligise for being a jerk. you guys deserve a person better than me. i'm not important anyway... so just leave me to die, cos i know that you're already killing me. it's true. i'm sorry. Friday, June 06, 2008 · Tuesday, June 03, 2008 I'M NOT A COWARD. DON'T TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY, BECAUSE I NOW HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE... FOR I HAVE LOST EVERYTHING ALREADY. Tuesday, June 03, 2008 ·