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Monday, November 30, 2009

sleepy like a rock. a heavy rock.

Sunday, November 29, 2009
the message says it all

LOVE makes me SICK.

up to you to decide if its good or bad.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

ok well, this post is all going to be about me.

egoistic me.

you might think that i will say happy things....but the fact is, all of this seems tragic to me. oh so very tragic.

so let me put it in a boy girl situation you might understand better.

Girl meets Boy,
Boy meets Girl,
both become friends
both left unsure of it all.

Boy tests Girl

Boy: Lets play dare! You know you can't back out la sey. This once je. i know you always change topic when it's daring time. wuss!
Girl: (laughs) OK! I'm a wuss! hahaha ok i go first! the first person you see when you open your eyes, you ask for the person's number. No matter boy or girl. Go.

Boy: Ok done. Easy sey! I know i hot, thts y they give me their number. (laughs)
Girl: (makes trumpet sound)
Boy: Ok-ok my turn!... Do you like me?... Like me like me?...
Girl: WHAT? i thought this was a dare?
Boy: shut up la. If you like me then give me 1 minute. if you don't then you should change your fb status to you know i know la kan, you relationship virgin.
Girl: (thinking) Until when?
Boy: Just until Sunday. That is when the magic works.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

a thought suddenly came into me," i was born into the world as a muslim, but i might not die a muslim. Only Allah (SBW) knows..."

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Have you ever felt that way to multiple people at the same time?
Yeah i'm talking about multiple crushes.
It's not easy for the emotional heart to handle you know!

The thing is, you won't know who likes you(likes you) or not, not when they are so good at hiding things from other people. I know there are these emails and posts about how to tell if a guy likes you; writen from a guys POV. You can't really trust these emails a total 100% right? Then probably there will be like a "WHAT IF..." to every question and memory that you can recall about your previous bf/gf.

Ever had that feeling? the feeling of confusion and you might not want to think about boys or girls anymore? Hahaha! Well my suggestion is to not say,"I'm done with boys/girls!" A BIG NO NO IN GENERAL!

Just let it flow. Your phase will eventually end sooner than you might think.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

I Iz 2 Keyoot 4 Pokemon :)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Nothing in the world is done without something in return. Yeah, the returns might be slow, but what is done is not being done with the intention of receiving something in return.


your the kind of girl he runs to,
the kind of girl who catches his breath every time he sees you
and right now,
you're out of breath.

Monday, November 09, 2009
Chapter One

It's not that easy, he said
Yeah, it's not that easy, she said

When you called me up saying that you meant what you said, it scared me out of my wits. It wasn't easy seeing my best friend doing this to me. Not again. Not when it happened before.

Everything was a blur, it all seemed to have happened so damned fast, too damned quickly. All I know was that the last person I saw before I blacked out was him. You, you’re the reason I cannot sleep at night. The reason why I toss and turn in bed, wishing that I had never had met this.

I don’t have much time to decide, and you don’t know. It hurts to even try to tell you how everything went. The MRI’s, the checkups, the results.

“Hey bummer!” he said.

“Hey trouble!” I replied.

“Want to get some ice-cream? I had a sudden craving for pistachio mint, whilst on the way here,”

“Sure, I’d love to get some gummy worms to go along with it!”

“I’ve got some great news to tell you! You won’t believe what just happened!”


As I walked next to him, I took note of what he was wearing. Anything he wears, he makes it look sophisticated. He could still throw on random clothes from his closet and still make it look 80% wearable. But, any day could be my last time standing next to him like this. Taking in his scent that I’m so used to.

“Lynn, hey...Earth to bummer-matter!...Did you hear what I was ranting on about?”

“Oh sorry, I dozed I guess,” I replied.

“Nah, it’s okay, the gist of it is that, I clinched a coffee date with Steph! Steph! Woohoo!” James replied, pumping his fist in the air. ”Score one for Troubleman!”

My heart couldn’t have plummeted further than is already had. It felt like it was sweeping the pavement full of gunk and filth. Everything that I had worked against, if failing back on me. Part of me wished that I had told him sooner...

“Congrats James, I truly am happy for you...”


It's not that easy, he said
Yeah, it's not that easy, she said

What is not easy?

To Be Continued...

Monday, November 02, 2009

What is the one thing that many cannot get enough of nowdays?

Something that makes beauty queens whine if they don't have enough of it?

No. Its not BOTOX!